It's amazing how 2 days can make me see more and hear more.

Okay, internship was sad at the travel fair, they treat as as if we are some cheap labour or like lower class ppl, we work as hard and effort was not rewarded at all. Many unhappy stuffs happened and we gradually see the differences of the treatment or interns, not giving us breaks, making us give out stacks of brochures without any rest for more than eleven hours straight, not even asking us to go for lunch and dinner breaks, scolding us when they see us talking but not the part timers who take half hours breaks evtime, running around, slacking in groups, getting sore feets, painful burst blisters in the end. Actually my unhappiness has wore off much already since yesterday after the fair. But im glad i met some other ppl from different walks of life giving me helpful advices and making me feel much better. I miss my asst manager alot during the fair cause she's really a nice person. I seriously dont understand why people cant be nice, doesnt that make the whole world a better place, why must someone be so mean and evil and make everyone hate you in return? quite stupid isnt it, but as usual life isnt a bed of roses.

Met up for a small supper gathering session and more gossips continue. I agree with yixuan that ignorance is really bliss man after i heard the complaints i gradually see more hatred, unhappiness and the reality. Some mic from tas are really horrible. they all snatch to sit at the malaysia counters when they dont even know an effing thing and are so lazy to learn. Okay the story goes like, we have a call centre in the inside and the msia and indonesia counters on the outside.Since the manager only allow us to transfer calls at the call centre, eventually only being outside at the counters will allow us to learn more stuff. So due to all these selfish people, more people become kiasu and fought to sit outside. I dont like fighting so in the end i have been sitting inside call centre for more than a week. But luckily i still got my ways to learn and able to make bookings. Its really horrible seeing how ugly humans are. But its quite sad how peopel stereotype these mics as well, cause i really know very nice china girls from the fair and im so touched by their small gestures of kindness.

But overall its still not as bad and i ought to complain less. shall believe that every hurdle makes us stronger, so work hard for sip everyonee. glad that theres baby who stood by me and wanna be my punching bag. haha

byebye. work at 5-9 tommorrow againn..

IT'S my 6th day of work! today worked for 8 hours and its q tiring alrdy! what about next wk's 9-9 man! Starting to get the hang of evthing and i think i learnt q alot today!:D


thursday was boring cause i did reception. Veryvery tiring keying in all the lucky draw coupon vouchers the details and names in chinese! so horrible! some ppl's writing are not readable and soem chinese words are so chim. ended work w pajiaoed eyes. Went out w bee and caught up! I know its such a longg ago movie but kinda glad we caught it still, a cute movie eh.hahahas.and tried hard to camwhore until the camera's batt died and my hp memory's full!

Next day, worked 9am til 1 plus, sat at the msia counter again. got one customer enquired about coach to kl on diff kinds of coach, diff drop off an dboarding points diff timing. I swear i checked the stuff until i wanna die, the phone call lasted for like 1 hour man, damn crazy.

Today! worked 1-9. Morning started off messy and in the end i ended up at the msia counter again. Call centre will be boring as our manager doesnt allow us to check prices and answer queries from there, only allowed to transfer calls instead. But sometimes all the operators and so busy and when you know how to answer and you cant, its so gekk you know liek dilemma! okay so today i learnt how to make a booking, process visa for china passports to msia(senior did it so fast so i didnt rly get it)and checking the allotments and ensuring queires for star cruises! its alot learnt within a day and im glad. but currently my brain has exploded and overloading w various info on systems and packages and pricess!seriously tired. heng i got tmr and monday off! but aft that its hell again! 9-9 working hrs next wk! work hard sin ee!!!

Im finally updating! I shall blog about my bkk trip and internship for keepsake! hahahas.

Basically the trip's was fun and i think my money spent was so worth it compared to 2 years ago! Set off to the airport round 4 plus without sleep the previous night, met chel, her mum, yq and meiyi at airport and rushed for our plane aft breakfast! I slpt through the flight and in the blink of an eye we reached bkk! Our hotel's q cool though its 3 stars only, close to the great bargain malls only bad thing is the stuffy corridors, slow toilet and smelly carpark we have to pass by evday! Went to places like platinum mall, pantip plaza, suanlum night bazzar, chinatown, MBK, chatuchak, pratunum market, the grand palace, etc! I love the bags there!super pretty and cheap!around 10 bucks sgd each or cheaper but too bad cant buy much cos luggage will overload. Great variety of clothings there but hard to get reallyreally gd quality ones but i still got clothes that i like! especially my lacey rose top. hahahas. Meiyi's always shopping for presents for others, rachel's a shopping queen and me and yq were q rational with our spending! hahahas. got few stocks for our shop though(:
Visiting the grand palace was a fun experience. Initially i knew we had to wear long pants to visit this place so i brought leggings! Turns out when we were there, there's this signboard saying no tight pants allowed and i must wear their traditional sarong in order to get in! The freaking sign showing no tight pants allowed is damn hilarious!Everyone was laughing at me man. Overall trip there was q gd, get to see their magnificient structures, the culture, their emerald buddha and lots more.
Food's great! Love tom yum! and i was advised not to eat their roadside food stuff but i simply couldnt resist! i was craving for smth liek carrot cake for days that everyone couldnt stand it hahahs. in the end bought them and it turns our to be some seafood stuff! nice too though(: Buffet at Baiyoke sky's 76th storey's a great experience too! Even though food's damn limited, its nice too and we love the prawns so much! veryvery fresh!

Missed baby much and when i finally touched down in Singapore, was so relieved to get in touch w him aft 4 days w/o communication! Turns out evthing is bad for him in spore!poor thing): but luckily he got better after im back hahas(:

After resting for a day! Its the start of my internship at 5 stars! First day was damn slacked, our asst manager went through lectures w us and nothing much. 2nd day, i was placed at the msia/indonesia counter serving real customers through phone calls and i think i learnt alot by these! Senior jiayi was very helpful unlike another guy who was sitting beside me. Theres a variety of fares and stuff and i know it takes time to learn! I will work harder to get evthing right man, there's really a sense of great achievement when you managed to help your customers! The calls and rings are non stop ones which helps us to pass time quickly! 3rs day today, managed to make a booking which is fast already, but not sure whether the booking is confirmed! I hope its great and evthing gets through so i have a booking under my name which is cool! ok thats all for now!:D

Must everyone really really have to fight hard to secure a place for an internship position? Went for interview at meritus yesterday, can say it kinda suck. Was a group interview with 6 people, and some of them were like snatching to answer questions. and this girl always took what i wanted to say away, seriously @#!@!. The interviewer was like telling us to be absolute sincere and truthful in our answers as they want to hire people who's like the same as they see since day one. I was kinda impressed by this guy's answer and when the interview ends he was like laughing and telling us " oh!! actually i didnt wanted the front office position one just any how crap yadda yadda". wtf pls. if ure not sincere and passionate about all this why bother to go through this interview just go get ur ass to smth else la. at least i met one girl whom i really feel she was truthful and really like her. Sommore did i mention that 30plus ppl are vieing for the 5 positions offered and actually they took in or elast year, but cause this year, shatec people are vying with us and the meritus person say they have lots of advantages over us. cause their attahcment's for a year. like wow. greatt. they have accepted 20plus ppl from shatec alrdy.

Getting one interview from the sip companies i have applied may seem gd to some people but it makes me worry more like what if i dont get this and i dont get the rest i have applied. and yea now everyone is going for interviews alrdy im really worried and all. im getting so stress up about sip la. I shall wait for more interviews from the hotel and i will really give up and go for attractions alrdy. maybe i will be ore happy there? even tho it doesnt look nice on my resume and all. so meanwhile i will just hang on bah. i hate this when people really have to fight each other, but thats the real world isnt it? ha poly prepares us for the real world seriously.

and isnt this all about understanding? Im not trying to be irritating or what im just veryvery unhappy and sad over this. thrs a right to be unhappy right?i know its not just about me and evthing doesnt revolves only around us. but what i want is really simple. i just dont wanna talk to people anymore maybe today and tmr. i will be fine just that i wanna hide in my shell for a few days and be okay after that. after that i will fight and fight again to get what i really want. yea.

ps.i should have just applied for osip. heard its easy to get in anyway. and just leave spore to experience the world outside for 3-4 mths. wth.damn it.

I think i shall blog on every midnight of sunday aka ev morning of monday. And once again its the bluesss! I feel like a rebllious kiddo now cause i seriously hate school! like how i used to feel when i was in primary school.hahahas. and there's more to the hectic schwork, which is attachment! mygosh. i need to get my cover letters done soon then the faster i will secure my attachment? I think tp's so mean la. For soem other polys, they just give like students designated attachments then they will not have to fight life and death for it. Whereas here, we have to be jian zha and all and maybe fight your best firends for the same position. This is so badd. And maybe the more we fight for it, the more we will treasure and love the job? I hope so. Currently, i think i will choose hotel followed by events follwed by spa. so i shall prepare 4 cover letters since i will be applying for 2 event companies. Heard from yq a alot of ppl chose the hotel i want too! I'll make sure i try my best to get what i want! grrr. motivation and confidence pls!

Yay, today's finally a day out with beee uh. Hardly see and go out with each other since the start of school): Sometimes dont even talk much for a day): Went vivo to catch movies! 252 signals of life at 6 and taken at 9. the ticks for 252 was free from kbox. yq and yx nicely gave it to me to watch.hhahas.it was actually q a touching show la, just that it need not be so draggy and jumpy. like parts all over the place. but we managed to get the whole story tho. hahas. its about a disaster and getting saved in the end la. then these survivors come tgt to try to get rescued and whr they they tell each other their sadness in life and all.After the movie it was like 8 plus alrdy, then we went to superdog to grab some bite and went back for the 2nd movie. Taken's really nice. I love the action the plot and all. It's about the love of a dad for his daughter and how he fought to get her back to his side after she was being kidnapped for prostituition. The whole plot's really good and it flows well. And this guy can really fight man. great showw.

Then spend a little more time tgt before we went home): ahh stupid monday is creeping nearrerrr.

to kh: heyhey i was so touched when i recieved your email, seriously. Thanks for all your encouragement and i hope you really get into the uni course u wanted so much. you can do it to! we will be successful in life tgt.hahahas. I hope so. lovelove(: