hahas. came across this blogskin and i simply love the background so i changed it. didn't go ssm today cause eye's swollen.going see doctor later and whine again.abit guilty for not going ssm tho.

okay i finally studied my bese and i read damn fast that i am worried that nothing goes into my brain.and tmr's the test.don't really understand why they like to conduct tests in such weird timings.and accounting paper is at 7pm-9pm.so ridiculous.we're having tests when people are alseep.lols.

i think im mad nowadays.i keep laughing to myself when i think of funny stuffs.hmm let me think of what interesting happened to me for the past week.
Oh!my parents went to msia for 2 days one night and they came back with lots and lots of fruits.and alot of durians.everytime they eat the durians i feel like fainting.ah!and my mum's so cute she said all the rambutans are hand plucked by them from the tree and was so excited when she showed us the pics. really love my parents and im glad they are happy again like once before(: now shes cooking my favourite soup for me! i have the best mummy in the world wahahas.

happyhappyhappy(:

okays. I'm so bored that i decided to blog. I know there is test coming but i simply don't have the mood to study. went to school for tto lecture and accounting tutorial today.this week's tutorial is fun, i like the FIFO,LIFO thing. lols.then after went to meet ckh for some shopping at suntec. and we'r sooo hungry. we just kept eating la.but not alot tho.

i cant even open my eyes properly now cos it's swollen):
this is such a meaningless post.hahaha.

I am finally blogging a happy entry(:
firstly present my good buy for today:

finally bought my perfume.although i actually wanted annasui's flight of fancy.hahahs. but im really in love with the bottle and the scent hahas.went chinatown to shop for perfume and got this great buy.Incanto shine by ferragamo((: got yq's incanto heaven fo rher.her bottle's also damn nice;D.

today after school went to catch wedding daze. damn lame movie hahas.but's q funny and crazy la the whole show.i dont really regret watching it but its not really say very nice also.hahas so its okay. then yea helped my sis shop for her cotton on shorts.heng she can wear;D then after that went umcha woth grandma, kor and sis. eat until damn full and we keep trying to stuff ourselves.hahahas.oh no. bro's bday is coming and i dont know what to get him.he says he wants a bundle of scratch card. what a gambler. lols

I love sun-tanning, except for the part whr it darkens my freckles):

okay im so freaking angry and feeling very indignant.

My boss texted me last sunday, telling me that she don't know whether she will want be to work this weekend. i was quite worried at first cause i thought i will get fired for the bad sales this 2 consecutive saturday. The problem really lies with the location and crowd. i think central's like a dead man's town. which saturday u will have like no customers walking past your shop for hours, a few people coming into the shop to try clothes. I did hit sales before for a few weeks and they just could not see the efffort made. whatever. and its very stressful working there when you have no sales, esp when its a sat. and sometimes i even buy the stuffs myself.

On tuesday, i found out that there was field trip on saturday so i texted my boss:
Hi if i'm working this weekend i can work on sunday.let me know if you need.

From this sms, i was telling her that i can work on sunday for the weekend.not saturday.
This is what she text me this morning:
Hi. sat confirmed. central 2.thks.

I was like O.O. then i replied her i cant work on saturday.but thinking that she can't find a replacement i told her i can work on sat after 2.

she replied: ....yr msg the other day said u can ALSO work on sun....u didnt mention that u can only work after 2 on sat.Why now then you tell me that you've school. I dont need you to work on sun.

I was like wth after receiving this msg and i was like trying to explain to her that i only know about the field trip on tuesday can i even msg her to tell i can work on sunday so to prevent her from putting me on saturday. then this shit has to happened.

wth i was telling my mum about the whole episode and she was like saying boss are liek that one la dont care. then i told her i was very bu fi qi and stress about work and she told me to quit. not as if there's this job in the world only.and yea, i think i will quit soon bah. cannot stand it anymore.zzz. at least i can tell myself i really tried to work hard already.

I don't know why!but everytime before SSM proficiency test I'm super stress up lahs): I wanted to find people to whine to how stress I am.
hahas yq keep telling me not to stress and dont understand why im so stress. whereas I dont understand why she can be so confident for it. Okay for the wine opening i kept practising at home cos i found an old soya sauce bottle with a CORK!and i was so happy.so i started using the hammer to hammer the cork into the bottle and kept practising.the only thing is i cant cut the foil in a clean cut lah.
hopefully tmr will go well.arh mi tuo fo
Arhh and i haven memorise all the items on the menu la.shit liao.and i cant rmb. the every single ingredient.haishais. it's one now and time's running out, maybe i shouldnt sleep to memorise the menu tonight(:
okay i shall calm myself down cos i know being nervous wouldn't help solve things.
I shall crap soem stuffs that i rmb here.

SALAD- MESCLUN SALAD, BELL PEPPER STRIPS, CHERRY TOMATOES, OLIVES AND TOASTED WALNUT.3 CHOICES OF DRESSING, French(Fr), italian(It) and Thousand Island(Th).

VIET SP- Prawns. chuncks of pineapple and tomato cubes are cooked in chicken based stock flavoured with garlic, dried chilli paste, fish sauce, tamarind and lime juice.

THAI SP- Bite sized chicken breast, tomato wedges and strawmushrooms cooked in soup make of coconut milk and chicken stock and flavoured with lemon grass, garlic,shallots,red chillies,galangal,fish sauce,and kaffir lime leaves and fresh lime juice.

VIET ROLLS- Satueed mushroom , finely shredded carrots, onions and shallots and herbs are wrapped in rice paper served with nouc cham sauce( vietnamese chilli paste with bird's eyes chilli, lime juice, minced garlic and fish sauce)

STEAK- grilled Sirloin steak served with baked potato and mixed vegetable. 2 chocies of sauce- black pepper red wine sauce or mushroom port wine sauce. choice of doneness- raw, medium raw, medium, medium well, well done. choice of mustard to go along with- milder french dilgon mustard, hotter english mustard).

so hard to rmb!!hahahs some i yi bian see notes yibian type one.lame lols. sorry for the craps.

YAY. so happy that group projects in class is finally over!! have been so busy doing all this stuff for the whole week and also being very emotionally unstable. ahhh im going to feel happier again and also have the time to settle all the stuffs thats troubling me.

Next week thr's proficiency test 2, tto test, must complete the social quiz and complete social project draft.jyjy to me.

Ding Dong!

today blogger bu shi sinee but is....... -drum roll- siong aik! woo ~

i borrow her blog a bit cause very frustrated from project so much chu qi and shout out so can relax. So if you don't want to read about my project can scroll down or click the red X at right corner XP

Rant (try to imitate sinee in terms of writing cause it's HER blog afterall hehe):

wo de group member super bad lorrrrr. cause i doing the work at end of project, compiling and advertising and presentation things so have to wait for them before i can start work. keep pushing them to work and send files to me so i can start early but they all don't want. End up i getting piled up by work and struggling.

Worse part is even if i do finish the work and send them they reject it straightaway saying there are flaws here and there and want me to redo. I want so badly to tell them that if they can do a better job they should do it. I put in a lot of effort in each digital art and it's not being recognised at all. Least they can do is point out what are the flaws but they give general comments like it don't feel right and looks weird. How to know what to change like that?

I end up editting pictures and posters over and over again. It's like A Math try-an-error. So frustrating that groupmembers are not supportive yet give non-constuctive criticism.

Pfft >.< hao la hao la finish le. Now must end of with a scream to sum it up.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~

PS: Bu yao xiang yy hor, must think LL. Cause l is straight haha. I only renting her blogspace although her charges high :\

okay, being random.I love this pic so i just posted it.

Below are just what i feel about life and all and myself, if you dont feel comfortable reading or what just freaking get lost.
why can't life be so simple?like with the brightly coloured stuffs in lifes and smiles everywhere?
why must humans be so complicated, i mean that tiny little brain and heart, can cause so much troubles, heartaches, backstabbing blahblah in real life. It's really amazing what humans can do.

after talking to people and thinking about stuffs, i really dont know what i've been living for in the past 17 plus years of my life. I'm always mimihuhu and maybe i think i know q alot about life, but actually i don't?maybe i don't really care about the stuffs happening around me, or im too precoccupied with my own life, just stoning there and letting it fade away.

ok i shall continue soem other day.my bro's asking me go sleep.lalala.

ahhh. i feel so lost nowadays.like i wouldn't know what to do la.i can just sit in front of the com and stone and stone.

im rather affected by the stuffs happening around me, although not directly happening to me, i still feel q bad. i don't understand why heaven is so so unfair to some people in this world.its not as if they did anything wrong to deserve all the misfortunes. sighs.

and please.nowadays i'm not feeling very good as in like i will be very easily irritated so just don't nag and nag and say those sarcastic stuffs if you are around me. i think i will flare up or it will spoil my mood for the entire day even if i dont show it.

i really feel like going camping in like mount faber or something to have some peace for a day.haiss.feel so much like screaming.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAHHWEE AND ZIYI!

I have decided to delete the previous post due to some enlightenment.I couldn't believe i actually talk to celine about all those things i am unhappy with her and gave her advices to improve. Actually sometimes it's really good to tell people how you feel about them directly, perhaps things will improve. And i REALLLY feel much more better now. almost finishing the report already, xie tian xie di. In 2 weeks more, i dont really need to care about this project stuffs already, looking forward to that day.

For those who's always there to cheer me and hear me whine, thanks ah.love you all<3, esp CKH keep msging me to cheer me and even went to visit me at work.really very touched.

Thursday morning, i went to have porridge buffet with yixuan at suntec city!actually it was nice leis, got mama's taste.hahas. the dish i love most should be the bobochacha, followed by the zui kueh hahhas.oh i ate eggplant.actually it was nice the way they cooked it. we were very satisifed with it.yumyum. then went school after that. funny la people come back from school we just go.school ended late rthan 7 that day.tiringg.

Friday, didn go school!online lesson at home was disaster, everyone just bombard the whole chat board with messages. damn confusing and scary.lols. then after went to work for the ay design event job at mt faber, 3 hrs plus 30 bucks pay.not bad lah.as usual, it was the slackest job as ever. they only need ppl to stand thr rather then do work. so we only ushered the guests into the hall and then just slacked.saw ex nahhua principals there and burger chia! surprising mr foo and mr chia still regconise me.hahahas. the BEST thing about the whole trip was like the CABLE CAR! dont know how long nv take ler, and its free hahas.so funn.



yingqiu's trying to jump off the building in that pic above.haa.this is where we slacked!the toilet.its damn beautiful i swear.like a hotel room.and got a sofa for us to lie there and play.hahas.

IT'S soooo busy everyday, and finally today can have some good and nice rest!phews.

Sunday went for field trip photo-taking session with groupmates. met up at fareer park mrt as our 1st stop is mustafa shopping centre.at first i really dread going thr cos u know why uh, but after that i gathered that it was q a nice place afterall.hahas. I'm so in love with swatch watches sold there la.so nice(: oh ya mustafa centre was so so crowded but there are q alot of cheap goodies there i must say.a man's formal shirt cheap until like got $9.90 ones in such nice packagings.hahas.
then went chinatown to take some pics and eat chicken rice. quite cool lor the shop, still got give mementos for us to get rid of bad stench after eating it.hahas. OH THE TOFU'S NICE! yixuan loves it to bits. Then after that went around city hall already, walk and walk, then finally last stop was at esplanade. so qiao saw chng kah hwee there, so hardworking uh studying on a sunday.lols.

some pics from field trip:

hahas.sihui pluck those flowers.police catch him please.

cant rmb what happened on monday already.hahahas.tuesday i keep eating lah actually not really alot la. then bei say like i eating a bodybuilding diet.lols.wth.i only eat one mars bar also dont let me eat peacefully.so much happiness inside one. lucky gt the mars bar lo if not i fall aslp during accting.lols. today ssm.did stewarding with wenhao and cheryl.damn funny lahs.keep l aughing.lululu.then like cut off from the outside word.yay we'r so good at stewarding. and i left my damn gloves there. donated to tca liao. hahahas