i say" papa, cute de pose lei"
mum says" wa na ge du zi hen fei ah"
sis" hahahahha!"



dad says" bai yi ge zhong ma piao de pose!"

okay i shall start the post with my parent's pics. i was showing them my geek specs and i requested for them to take pics so they did(:

okay, be prepared for a super duper longg post. It's holidays already, to be honest i only feel a tinge of happiness, not really excited over it.but its definitely better than going to school everyday.holidays means working time and earning more money.ha

where shall i start from.hmms.shall start with yesterday.work from like opening to around 6 plus, then made my way to cck with kahhwee to prepare for our bday surprise for miss kok!which is to like surprise her at her doorstep at twelve am with the a birthday cake bigge rthan her face!hahas.we went to yq's hse to make her present, which i think was super nicely done.we finish making the stuffs at around 11 plus and thinking that we'll miss the12 am dot if we take bus, we cabbed to meiyi's hse.was so lucky cos the uncle agreed to take all 6 of us into the cab(: ok all of us were so excited and we lighted the candles of the cake at the corridor, meiyi's mum is freaking cute la and she's so excited with the plan also as she ba kat with us to surprise meiyi.she even cooked nuggets for us;D as for the details, i shall upload the videos! they will do the talking. overall it was a success(:

then we left meiyi's house at around 1,30am to liza's house, 5 of us. rach,liza,yingqiu,ziyi and me. her house is super neat la!my house will never be like this. we slack around for a while and decided to play old maid!it was super fun la.cause the loser has to do all those super dumb forfeits, and i think im damn lucky cos i tio one time only.liza's freaking suay.hahas! the forfeit includes lip-syncing hokkien song with emotion (done by ziyi),liza's sexy chairdance, wuniang cum push the button dance,cant rmb already,like alot, rach's blanket dance and pole dance, me trying to seduce yq while she was sleeping.hahas!all these were caught on tape.super funny. we played until 4 plus and started to have those gossip sessions. and as usual the kaypo yq woke up when she heard something that's supposed to be a super secret.hahahas!after that we went to eat mac ard 5 plus then home sweet home. on the trip home, i was so freaking tired and there were no seats, so i slept while standing.got 2 times i nearly fall la, cos my legs gave way.hahas!think it shocked the people around me.

LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIXUAN AND MEIYI.LOVES!

im soso tired.cause i worked non-stop and didnt sleep.off i go to bed now(:
p.s updates: i managed to get the videos!so here they are(:




rach's pole dance




me seducing yq



before the surprise


surprise!(:




the song cannot be really heard.so can on speaker louder.hahaha.




last video! liza's push button woo!

woowee.it's wednesday already. last paper to go. holidays, i love!

i dont know what to blog about.hahas.
yay.jiayou for tto everyone(:

hmms. started to feel that i have very little time left for studying but oh wells, i did studied hahas.shall attempt some more accounting papers later.

yay.saw this spree selling holga cameras.they are damn cool but look kind of like toy cameras. i really like the vintagey feel that they can capture.this camera even got bulb flash mode, can capture light streams.so nice. im so gonna get it!then i can go for some mini photos shoots around singapore((:

which colour should i get?really cute!hahas

okay i was thinking whether i should blog some stuffs that i had been keeping in me for quite awhile.but i couldnt really type them out cos they affect my mood for studying.yea.so mayb after exams. but i should have forgotten by then..

yay. i've had a wonderful weekend((:

Start from friday. waited for the freaking 518 from sch and NICEEEE JASMINE waited with me((: thanks!went out to town to meet yq after school. then we shopped around far east. I think the clothes in far east are getting boring!nothing catches my eye.hahas.tehn we decided to go carl's junior to eat our fav beef chilli cheese fries. long since we ate.then we sat down to catch up and laugh. yq keep laughing at me sia becuase of you-know-what.hahas!woooo! Then went home to rest awhile and made my way to city hall to meet chel!wah the trip from my home to thr was killing me.the bus made me wait so long as usual and super squeezy.then the mrt station's like wow.alot of ppl. then we went to have dinner!along the way we shared stuffs,hmms quite alot of thoughts came to me but glad she's fine now((: dinner was great!at some kind of jap food cafe or smth, doesnt really look like a restaurant.we had a set and free flow of icecream and drinks at only $6.30 each.super cheap can.hahahas.auntie spirit. Then shopped around and went town to find yq. played in her shop again and tried those clothings.laugh non-stop cause i couldnt really figure out how to wear the dress or a gown or smth.in the end it was such a hilarious sight!then went for supper aft she close shop and started our cam-whoring session as usual((: lovelovelove!

Saturday. i worked. it was better than previous week. i was praying so hard for the sales to be better and it did!muahahas.thanks to the gay with checked pants who bought a shoe and another lady who bought the shoe. damn funny can my neighbours were all laughing at the gay in the sense of how he dress and act. his friend's a gay too. oh godd.oh ya since i cant move out to the shop to talk so i stood in my shop.then kelly (from opposite shop) started to play the song beautiful love and we started to sing hahas.and until now the song is still in my head. oh ya and got to know vanessa from htm also!she's working at hurs beside me. so got yuan.really nice and pretty girl.haha((: then my parents came to fetch me after work as usual and we suppered(: and i started to sing the songs from their era.and they're so entertained.now learning a song they telling me to learn.so we can have a challenge at kbox next week.wooo!aiya evthing's just fun!


Sunday. i woke up to go dim sum with dad at chinatown. at the de bao that sihui always talk about.its nice(:woooo.and its so fun la like sitting at the tables by the road and eating with dad! the chicken wrapped in paper is so niceee.im going to the zouk flea market later. so looking forward to it !but its rainning!oh gosh. pls stop! will take loads of pictures at the flea later to update! muahahas.

oh ya.watched olympics with dad in the morning.
i was so engrossed in watching the womens' marathon. i think the total distance's like 42km.and this woman from Romania, she was like leading by 50 smth seconds and behind her is the big group of competitors.so pro can.and it's like they ran for one and a half hr already then still can run so fast.amazing stamina.
then the dad suddenly say:
"wah.these people very sha one lei"
me: "haha.why?"
dad: "see those run hundred metres one. 9 secs can get gold medal already. this marathon must run 2 hours.sha anot.still get the same thing ma.same gold medal"
me"hahahas!yaloryalor!"
i think this is really funny la.he's right.


lols!chel's so funny.upload ur pics too(:

updates: back from the flea.saw alot of livejournal shop people there.hahas.didn really buy much stuffs, its too crowded.bought a pair of cute earrings(: but its a great experience tho!alot of cute guys there lol.


all the pics are not nice.booo.hahas

the last service session has ended.it's amazing how the past 17 weeks has been.

was bartender and i think its a great post for my last service. was quite worried at 1st, cos i didnt do bartending before.but thanks to andy and sabrina, i learnt the stuffs.hahas okay i said all this during the debrief. and it was fun really, pouring those syrups and seeing the final mocktail.the colour and taste is really nice(: but the very bad thing is keep washing and washing and washing and wiping and wiping the cups and all.like non-stop. eventually the sales of the day is $2235! we broke all the records. so proud of ourselves(: it's fun working with the service crew! for debrief the teachers seemed really satisfied with us and all then we had our photo session. after that we did the tp song outside sugarloaf and all the ccm ppl, the teachers and chef were fascinated.lols.so fun. a great full-stop to our ssm.

some random pics with our "funky hairstyles". yea the hair, really hated it then, but it was amazing how neat we could be after those gel-ing.ev1's very fascinated by the specs sia, yixuan borrowed it for their host that day cos their theme's retro.but so sad they didn use it in the end.hahas.



camwhoring in toilets with the girls!


jasmine's sexy pose!



wanzhen wants to imitate mr goh.hahas. will always remember your classic laughter!


some additional pics:


we were happily taking photos and spotted this mag!totally disgusted.someone saw my dp and thought steven lim was wu zhun!wth.hahas.



Viola!and i haven study my geog.wahahahas!

Monday. Bese in the morning, was thinking whether to goor not, but being a good girl as always i decided to go.hahas. Surprisingly not as much people pon as i thought. And the lesson was freaking short!less than an hour i think, the funniest part was the part where mr Nair showed us everyone's transformation. some were really impressive!like andy's hahahahas.wow bese did helped. then we had our photo session.

went to sugarloaf to support yq. bought 7 bucks of food man.hahas.the lasagna was the killer.hahas jasmine keep laughing at me when i was trying to eat the big plate of foood. in the end the ant came to finish the food.hahas. thk goodness. Then as we were leaving sugarloaf, we suddenly came up with this random idea of playing badminton. And surprisingly! everyone was so on! then we make our way to the sports complex.due to some circumstances, we ended up playing basketball under the HOTTT SUN. and summore Cheryl and Sean were in their formal wear! oh ya me yx christine jasmine peiyun sean cheryl were there. bunch of super on people.lols.we're thinking of having a beach volleyball session after ssm on wed!super mad.hahas. and wow. Cheryl's damn good at shooting, impressed. Then after that went back to bus sch to sit down and chill.((: oh ya!everyone was like discussing about what to do to their hair after service.all cant wait.hahaha.

It suddenly dawned on me that a semester pass real quick. and soon it will be the end of poly life.and it's kind of sad that we had little chances to know each other better.think i will miss service and o7((:

I'm so freakking sadddddddddddd.
why must my happy mood be trampled on everytime, leaving me with a rock crashing into my heart, making me sink deeper and deeper...
2008 is a very very bad year for me i guess, hate it. please go away faster.
and i know some of the times is my fault, but my brain cant seem to remeber these things, such mere things and i could forget. i hate my self for this. and i very suay. some things u saw doesn't mean it's the fact. and if there's any unhappiness please voice out directly. why go through such troubles. it only make things worst. okay i shall be muted from now on. its sucks.

maybe i will just die in my sleep later...yay...

I'm so tiredddd. But I'm here to blog(:
Today's a friday but it feels like a Saturday to me. school ended as soon as it starts, which is around eleven. Submitted my portfolio!cutting and pasting bits and pieces of info into the scrapbook make me feel like a lil kid, like back to kindergarden.slept at 3 last night just to complete the work.thks vegehead who waited for me(:

okay back to the topic. after that went to suntec city cos yx wanted to visit cotton on. but 1st, we were so hungry that we rush towards pizzahut for our breakfast/lunch. Sadly to say, there was no student meal, but we proceeded to eat as well. The food was superb and the service is like excellent. We were like discussing how attentive they were to our needs and like how ssm make us see these qualities.service is not so bad afterall.hahas. we decided to comment about their good service and we asked one of the staff, whom yx say his nametag reads "hunk" to pass us a copy of comments form. he's so cute la, in the end he passed us something like a name card instead of the comments card. but we proceeded to write on it as well. After that, we passed the card to him with our bill and the pizzahut staff were like all gathering around the counter to read the comments.so embarassing hahas. in conclusion, i enjoyed my meal there and good service indeed bring smiles to people's faces!then we shop around suntec and settled on a spot in the playground where we started cam-whoring.hahas.retarded.'

Then after went to meet yq in town and continue our shopping.time was so short and we couldn't find her La Senza, so sad. dearie we must go on a real shopping trip someday!Okay, then after that i went to work. sh and xq came to visit and even brought me some food!altho its leftover from sihui cos he got sore throat.hahas. tiringggg ahh.

Feelings comes and goes, seen people working hard to achieve what they want, seen people crushing what they painfully built, humans are really creatures that are hard to fathom.

Okay's! It' s time to blog.muahahas. Let me recall the events for past few days.

Thursday!got bese test.was really relaxed before the test, even the day before. was still dilly dallying and when others was so worried already. BUT I got really nervous before the test and it seems that everything i read didnt go into my brain. some qns can do but some i really dont have any impression what its is about.hahas.then after that went to meet chel for dinner at cartel<3. so nice she shared the cotton on top with me muahahas.i really love basics, they're so comfortable and nice!then i ate the weird pasta. i prefer what they order, cartel's pan fried linguine is like the best.then we started cam-whoring there and it's so funny the pics!hahas.love u girls(:

Friday. school's starts from 9 till around 1 plus.cabbed to school from boonkeng cos woke up late, with yq and her fren, i rmbed her as sijie cos she said she like her name alot last time.hahas.very hyper and qing qie person. and i wasted my cab fare cos zhang wei didnt let me sign the attendence.actually i was like on the dot 9.15 reach, its the class clock that's fast.i even ran all the way up the stairs): wasted my effort.then went to crash the accounting lec of another group, then ended up playing with yq's wallet, the ice cream note for gracia and my passport size pic.it's really retarded. yea at night studied for socio test from 7pm till 2am.but from 7pm to 1am i was watching tv non-stop hahas.

Saturday!Socio test. yay it was not bad.hope can get a very high A for it;D heipi. After that went out with mr pan, miss small fist and miss mushroom.LOLS. we helped small fist to hunt for her mum's bday present. so cute her mum wanted anti-aging products.hahas. in the end she even got bird nest for her mum.then accompany mr pan and miss mushroom to g2000. they happily bought their stuff there and the end season sale is really freaking cheap.waited for mr pan until we all falling asleep.tired super long.hahas.then we went to this jap restaurant to eat.the atmosphere is like black and quiet. like we can even hear the kitchen staff chopping the food.imagine how quiet it is.The food's not bad(: I ate the hotplate curry rice thing and the cabbage omelette.yumyum. After that we went ice monster to eat mango ice!i think xing wang's one is still the best(:

Sunday!okay i went to work and i just came back. There's alot of nice designs in the shop.q nice but its very expensive. $68 bucks for a dress, and teh customers were like shocked when i tell them the price.hahas.sale's bad as usual. oh ya my shop's having sale for tee shirts.interested ppl can contact me;D i can help u all buy at $5 per tee(: hahas.then my parenst came to fetch me and we went to eat porridge.so blessed(: Okays i came across this photography sites and i am like falling in love with their pics. shall show soem examples(:
nice right(:
i went through hundreds of pics.some are really very artistic.

Some thoughts:
We all got fear within us, but with fear, we don't dare to do things. In the end, we held back, which leads to regrets. we regret and we ended up being more hurt. so i concluded that we shall just go ahead with our gut feelings, do what ever we want. we just live once alright! if we missed something, it may never come back again. It's better to have tried than never((:

Quote of the day- "BEAUTY LIES IN SIMPLICITY"
it just popped out from somewhere of my mind.hahas.
i feel like hugging people.lols.