I'm so freakking sadddddddddddd.why must my happy mood be trampled on everytime, leaving me with a rock crashing into my heart, making me sink deeper and deeper...
2008 is a very very bad year for me i guess, hate it. please go away faster.
and i know some of the times is my fault, but my brain cant seem to remeber these things, such mere things and i could forget. i hate my self for this. and i very suay. some things u saw doesn't mean it's the fact. and if there's any unhappiness please voice out directly. why go through such troubles. it only make things worst. okay i shall be muted from now on. its sucks.
maybe i will just die in my sleep later...yay...