Was working yesterday, i felt great smiling at customers and sale's great. Sold 3 pairs of nuabs which is impossible. really happy. i love seeing satisfied smiles on my customers.
Spent my new year's eve chionging to library to research for info on csit individual. then fight agaisnt time to finish photocopying all the notes i need with rest of the girls. It was q a fun way to celebrate new year's eve tho. New year was spent on completing my csit assignment which i completed at 7pm. Was really man zhu after that, flipping through my assignment over and over again.
2nd day of new year, had gathering which turned out really sucky. Neither of us wanted that to happen, if you've told us earlier, we would really appreciate everything that you've planned. And i seriously don't know whats wrong with ev1 crazily going after him when everyone know that it cant possibly solve the problem. And you guys insisted on doing that, which caused greater commotion and attention. We all had our difficulties and all, at least as said by yq, we had made our way down to the gathering although we are really busy with school, we had tried to at least kept in contact with evryone. And here comes this freaking bustart, who didn't know anything in the world, with such haywire brains and started to insult everyone. Please use your childish brain and open up your tiny eyes to see the world. please grow up and stop being such a weirdo. Not everyone's so fortunate like you. with your comfy shell and all that you've got nth better to do.get a life man. i dont mean mok tho.i understand how u felt. i mean you, yea mr corn. i hope you are reading this, if you ever come across my blog.
After that, didnt really have the mood to go home and went chill at some nice bar at clarke quay with aud and yq, then kh sa and itchy joined us afterwards. Love the drinks there.
When everything's back onto the track , the worst always comes. When i thought that the nightmare was over, it had to start all over again. I fear for the day it would come, what would happen to everything i have now?we?and them? I tried picturing the worst, what i can do to help, but i realised i cant do much except to act ignorant. I seriously dont deserve all this, neither do her. She's really the best person on earth, and why do you have to do this again?breaking her, breaking everyone?i hate you. what pains me is the facade you can put on. You gave her this picture that she's the most fotunate woman on earth. and you are doing all this shit behind her back? I cant depend on anyone,i dont think anyone can help. It's hard for them to understand too. One day i will earn enough money, i will take them all with me. I will do whatever it takes to keep her alive and happy. Even if i have to sarcrifice anything, even myself. and i will let you have your retribution for doing this. i have warned you long ago, and mistakes can only be committed once. Although i love you too, i cant let you do this. You will get it one day, i promise. I won't let you hurt her. I will do something. I will. .
