hello blog. sorry for neglecting you!

okay i wanted to blog cause im feeling very bushuang and want to express my bushuangness. Oh yea cause im getting monday blues too! Whoever invented monday blues, i hate youuuu.grrrr.
okay the reason for getting monday blues's cause i have lessons from 11-7 like wth! This is so saddening and all of this is due to my horrible cds! teh lecture from 6-7. Summore it falls on both monday and wednesday! so retarded can. why the dumb lecturer make himself so busy, why cannot combine both lectures, even if theres no lecture theatre available hor, can use classroom what, since only got 2 classes==. and i bet that alot of ppl will pon lor. hais. so tmr i got breaks after breaks and its so boringgg. lesson should end around 3 plus and im gonna wait until 6 to go this food hygiene lecture!!@!#@#$@#@W@!@!@!. ahh so angry. @!@@$@@@!@#@#@. hais. i hate schoool, but i must get better gpa this sem alrdy. if not i see no future eh.
why didnt i take 2 cds in my 1st year, u stupid ass why didnt u. booohooo.

and im regreting alot of stuffs in my poly life, why didnt i join an actual cca or something that can really improve my portfolio and why didnt i work hard)): and internship is coming, ahhh. i may not appear to be those kind who worry about my studies la, but actually i do. and im getting so stress up thinking about my future. Sometimes i was thinking i could just dont study and get a full time retail job, earning 1 k plus per month which is enough to earn myself a living. but its so em not meaningful, but how can i make it meaningful. and seeing those people who already got their a lvl results and getting into universities, makes me even stress-er. like even though they didn really study useful things in jc, but eventually they will secure a place in uni and stil get a degree. have i chosen the wrong path? but i dont regret going poly la. at least i learnt more skills and met more kinds of people.

I seriously envy those kids where their parents got enough money to put them through overseas universities even if they are not able to get into a local one. like they planned for their future already. that day when i was taking cab there was this taxi uncle boasting about his daughters. he said he sent both of them to melbourne to study and eventually they become successful in life. one became a doctor one became a lawyer, he was like saying its up to your parents whether they want to provide you with the money to study la. but sometimes when circumstances dont allow it, we also have no choice mah..yea. But since they say the world's coming to an end in 2012, then maybe we dont need to work so hard la. but what if its not true eh, i think it will nt be true though. but theres still a possibility seeing how treacherous the weather has been for the past week. horriblee.

okay shall stop blabbering about the sad future of mine. Went sentosa with love, i think its weird as i dont turn out really burnt cause the sun is really hot eh. think my regularly applying of sunblock helps. hahahas. okay had funn just tanning thr or getting into the water. but the sand's seriously gross under the feet la, like veryvey mossy. i dont even dare to step on the sand lolols. and i was lying down tanning, i didnt really like turn myself to get a balanced tan. so in the end my right side's redder than the left, and there's this weird ugly tan mark on my chest area which is really weird. like i have grown some chest hair or whatsoever. lucky its red lor not black. watched friday the 13 after the beach session and its seriously gross. like the person killed more than 11 people throughout the whole show.Summore its very big in size lor, scary.

and im feeling veryveryvery lazy to do anythinggg. uhhh.

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and ughhh. monday blues)):