Must everyone really really have to fight hard to secure a place for an internship position? Went for interview at meritus yesterday, can say it kinda suck. Was a group interview with 6 people, and some of them were like snatching to answer questions. and this girl always took what i wanted to say away, seriously @#!@!. The interviewer was like telling us to be absolute sincere and truthful in our answers as they want to hire people who's like the same as they see since day one. I was kinda impressed by this guy's answer and when the interview ends he was like laughing and telling us " oh!! actually i didnt wanted the front office position one just any how crap yadda yadda". wtf pls. if ure not sincere and passionate about all this why bother to go through this interview just go get ur ass to smth else la. at least i met one girl whom i really feel she was truthful and really like her. Sommore did i mention that 30plus ppl are vieing for the 5 positions offered and actually they took in or elast year, but cause this year, shatec people are vying with us and the meritus person say they have lots of advantages over us. cause their attahcment's for a year. like wow. greatt. they have accepted 20plus ppl from shatec alrdy.
Getting one interview from the sip companies i have applied may seem gd to some people but it makes me worry more like what if i dont get this and i dont get the rest i have applied. and yea now everyone is going for interviews alrdy im really worried and all. im getting so stress up about sip la. I shall wait for more interviews from the hotel and i will really give up and go for attractions alrdy. maybe i will be ore happy there? even tho it doesnt look nice on my resume and all. so meanwhile i will just hang on bah. i hate this when people really have to fight each other, but thats the real world isnt it? ha poly prepares us for the real world seriously.
and isnt this all about understanding? Im not trying to be irritating or what im just veryvery unhappy and sad over this. thrs a right to be unhappy right?i know its not just about me and evthing doesnt revolves only around us. but what i want is really simple. i just dont wanna talk to people anymore maybe today and tmr. i will be fine just that i wanna hide in my shell for a few days and be okay after that. after that i will fight and fight again to get what i really want. yea.
ps.i should have just applied for osip. heard its easy to get in anyway. and just leave spore to experience the world outside for 3-4 mths. wth.damn it.
I think i shall blog on every midnight of sunday aka ev morning of monday. And once again its the bluesss! I feel like a rebllious kiddo now cause i seriously hate school! like how i used to feel when i was in primary school.hahahas. and there's more to the hectic schwork, which is attachment! mygosh. i need to get my cover letters done soon then the faster i will secure my attachment? I think tp's so mean la. For soem other polys, they just give like students designated attachments then they will not have to fight life and death for it. Whereas here, we have to be jian zha and all and maybe fight your best firends for the same position. This is so badd. And maybe the more we fight for it, the more we will treasure and love the job? I hope so. Currently, i think i will choose hotel followed by events follwed by spa. so i shall prepare 4 cover letters since i will be applying for 2 event companies. Heard from yq a alot of ppl chose the hotel i want too! I'll make sure i try my best to get what i want! grrr. motivation and confidence pls!
Yay, today's finally a day out with beee uh. Hardly see and go out with each other since the start of school): Sometimes dont even talk much for a day): Went vivo to catch movies! 252 signals of life at 6 and taken at 9. the ticks for 252 was free from kbox. yq and yx nicely gave it to me to watch.hhahas.it was actually q a touching show la, just that it need not be so draggy and jumpy. like parts all over the place. but we managed to get the whole story tho. hahas. its about a disaster and getting saved in the end la. then these survivors come tgt to try to get rescued and whr they they tell each other their sadness in life and all.After the movie it was like 8 plus alrdy, then we went to superdog to grab some bite and went back for the 2nd movie. Taken's really nice. I love the action the plot and all. It's about the love of a dad for his daughter and how he fought to get her back to his side after she was being kidnapped for prostituition. The whole plot's really good and it flows well. And this guy can really fight man. great showw.
Then spend a little more time tgt before we went home): ahh stupid monday is creeping nearrerrr.
to kh: heyhey i was so touched when i recieved your email, seriously. Thanks for all your encouragement and i hope you really get into the uni course u wanted so much. you can do it to! we will be successful in life tgt.hahahas. I hope so. lovelove(:
