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It all boils down to the fear of losing the precious one
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
It's funny how some things can make u feel lost and down-casted in an instant, but in the end its all due to the strong liking u have for something and the fear of losing it.

Another late sleeping night, glad still able to enjoy it even though w sip on-going. Sometimes we assume things are good for both when we did not communicate thoughts across properly. Sometimes misunderstanding occurs when we do not understand what the other party truely wants and feels. We all do things in hope for the best for the other but is that truely what he/she wants?

Its not blaming or anything here. Im just blogging out the true feelings i have and this r/s is something i really want and to keep it strong and on going. Please don't feel bad and useless, and dont feel that its always you hurting me. You are always there for me, making me feel wanted and loved, and will always be my pillar of strength, love and faith.

After thinking more, i feel silly getting sad over these stuffs, seems minor now and i understand you wanted the best for me. Its just me stubbornly thinking that since everything is so great now, why does the change have to come from nowhere. Sorry baby i should have spare a thought for u. Im so very selfish):

And for people who read this, its not that we are having a major tiff or what, just a small obstacle that makes the r/s grow stronger, so dont worry for me if you are ok.hahahas.
2:23 AM
being nice doesnt get you anywhere?
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
It's amazing how 2 days can make me see more and hear more.

Okay, internship was sad at the travel fair, they treat as as if we are some cheap labour or like lower class ppl, we work as hard and effort was not rewarded at all. Many unhappy stuffs happened and we gradually see the differences of the treatment or interns, not giving us breaks, making us give out stacks of brochures without any rest for more than eleven hours straight, not even asking us to go for lunch and dinner breaks, scolding us when they see us talking but not the part timers who take half hours breaks evtime, running around, slacking in groups, getting sore feets, painful burst blisters in the end. Actually my unhappiness has wore off much already since yesterday after the fair. But im glad i met some other ppl from different walks of life giving me helpful advices and making me feel much better. I miss my asst manager alot during the fair cause she's really a nice person. I seriously dont understand why people cant be nice, doesnt that make the whole world a better place, why must someone be so mean and evil and make everyone hate you in return? quite stupid isnt it, but as usual life isnt a bed of roses.

Met up for a small supper gathering session and more gossips continue. I agree with yixuan that ignorance is really bliss man after i heard the complaints i gradually see more hatred, unhappiness and the reality. Some mic from tas are really horrible. they all snatch to sit at the malaysia counters when they dont even know an effing thing and are so lazy to learn. Okay the story goes like, we have a call centre in the inside and the msia and indonesia counters on the outside.Since the manager only allow us to transfer calls at the call centre, eventually only being outside at the counters will allow us to learn more stuff. So due to all these selfish people, more people become kiasu and fought to sit outside. I dont like fighting so in the end i have been sitting inside call centre for more than a week. But luckily i still got my ways to learn and able to make bookings. Its really horrible seeing how ugly humans are. But its quite sad how peopel stereotype these mics as well, cause i really know very nice china girls from the fair and im so touched by their small gestures of kindness.

But overall its still not as bad and i ought to complain less. shall believe that every hurdle makes us stronger, so work hard for sip everyonee. glad that theres baby who stood by me and wanna be my punching bag. haha

byebye. work at 5-9 tommorrow againn..
12:07 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
The travel fiesta suck big time. 22 hours more to go. FML.
11:33 PM
Saturday, September 12, 2009
IT'S my 6th day of work! today worked for 8 hours and its q tiring alrdy! what about next wk's 9-9 man! Starting to get the hang of evthing and i think i learnt q alot today!:D


thursday was boring cause i did reception. Veryvery tiring keying in all the lucky draw coupon vouchers the details and names in chinese! so horrible! some ppl's writing are not readable and soem chinese words are so chim. ended work w pajiaoed eyes. Went out w bee and caught up! I know its such a longg ago movie but kinda glad we caught it still, a cute movie eh.hahahas.and tried hard to camwhore until the camera's batt died and my hp memory's full!

Next day, worked 9am til 1 plus, sat at the msia counter again. got one customer enquired about coach to kl on diff kinds of coach, diff drop off an dboarding points diff timing. I swear i checked the stuff until i wanna die, the phone call lasted for like 1 hour man, damn crazy.

Today! worked 1-9. Morning started off messy and in the end i ended up at the msia counter again. Call centre will be boring as our manager doesnt allow us to check prices and answer queries from there, only allowed to transfer calls instead. But sometimes all the operators and so busy and when you know how to answer and you cant, its so gekk you know liek dilemma! okay so today i learnt how to make a booking, process visa for china passports to msia(senior did it so fast so i didnt rly get it)and checking the allotments and ensuring queires for star cruises! its alot learnt within a day and im glad. but currently my brain has exploded and overloading w various info on systems and packages and pricess!seriously tired. heng i got tmr and monday off! but aft that its hell again! 9-9 working hrs next wk! work hard sin ee!!!
10:18 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009


Im finally updating! I shall blog about my bkk trip and internship for keepsake! hahahas.

Basically the trip's was fun and i think my money spent was so worth it compared to 2 years ago! Set off to the airport round 4 plus without sleep the previous night, met chel, her mum, yq and meiyi at airport and rushed for our plane aft breakfast! I slpt through the flight and in the blink of an eye we reached bkk! Our hotel's q cool though its 3 stars only, close to the great bargain malls only bad thing is the stuffy corridors, slow toilet and smelly carpark we have to pass by evday! Went to places like platinum mall, pantip plaza, suanlum night bazzar, chinatown, MBK, chatuchak, pratunum market, the grand palace, etc! I love the bags there!super pretty and cheap!around 10 bucks sgd each or cheaper but too bad cant buy much cos luggage will overload. Great variety of clothings there but hard to get reallyreally gd quality ones but i still got clothes that i like! especially my lacey rose top. hahahas. Meiyi's always shopping for presents for others, rachel's a shopping queen and me and yq were q rational with our spending! hahahas. got few stocks for our shop though(:
Visiting the grand palace was a fun experience. Initially i knew we had to wear long pants to visit this place so i brought leggings! Turns out when we were there, there's this signboard saying no tight pants allowed and i must wear their traditional sarong in order to get in! The freaking sign showing no tight pants allowed is damn hilarious!Everyone was laughing at me man. Overall trip there was q gd, get to see their magnificient structures, the culture, their emerald buddha and lots more.
Food's great! Love tom yum! and i was advised not to eat their roadside food stuff but i simply couldnt resist! i was craving for smth liek carrot cake for days that everyone couldnt stand it hahahs. in the end bought them and it turns our to be some seafood stuff! nice too though(: Buffet at Baiyoke sky's 76th storey's a great experience too! Even though food's damn limited, its nice too and we love the prawns so much! veryvery fresh!

Missed baby much and when i finally touched down in Singapore, was so relieved to get in touch w him aft 4 days w/o communication! Turns out evthing is bad for him in spore!poor thing): but luckily he got better after im back hahas(:

After resting for a day! Its the start of my internship at 5 stars! First day was damn slacked, our asst manager went through lectures w us and nothing much. 2nd day, i was placed at the msia/indonesia counter serving real customers through phone calls and i think i learnt alot by these! Senior jiayi was very helpful unlike another guy who was sitting beside me. Theres a variety of fares and stuff and i know it takes time to learn! I will work harder to get evthing right man, there's really a sense of great achievement when you managed to help your customers! The calls and rings are non stop ones which helps us to pass time quickly! 3rs day today, managed to make a booking which is fast already, but not sure whether the booking is confirmed! I hope its great and evthing gets through so i have a booking under my name which is cool! ok thats all for now!:D
12:19 AM
Sin Ee♥
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20th november 1990 nse22@hotmail.com
A singaporean! I really felt contented being born in singapore, sheltered from all the natural disasters and famines.hahas.I cannot live without food and i live to eat(: I'm happy-go-lucky?i think so.hahas.I'm actually friendly although sometimes i dont feel like talking or smiling.I love shopping esp online!they really nice and cheaper then those found in shopping centres.yay.I hope i can grow taller and reach the height of 160cm.and hopefully slim down by 5kg.muahahas.I love those who have come into my life, thank you(:
Mywishes:
getting my camera.yay getting my holga!
fitness regime
learn diving
nice closet with nice clothes
visiting 7 wonders of the world with bffs when we turn old, with our wrinkles and crumpled skin!eew hahas
going on a vacation with love ones(:
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