It all boils down to the fear of losing the precious one
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
It's funny how some things can make u feel lost and down-casted in an instant, but in the end its all due to the strong liking u have for something and the fear of losing it.
Another late sleeping night, glad still able to enjoy it even though w sip on-going. Sometimes we assume things are good for both when we did not communicate thoughts across properly. Sometimes misunderstanding occurs when we do not understand what the other party truely wants and feels. We all do things in hope for the best for the other but is that truely what he/she wants?
Its not blaming or anything here. Im just blogging out the true feelings i have and this r/s is something i really want and to keep it strong and on going. Please don't feel bad and useless, and dont feel that its always you hurting me. You are always there for me, making me feel wanted and loved, and will always be my pillar of strength, love and faith.
After thinking more, i feel silly getting sad over these stuffs, seems minor now and i understand you wanted the best for me. Its just me stubbornly thinking that since everything is so great now, why does the change have to come from nowhere. Sorry baby i should have spare a thought for u. Im so very selfish):
And for people who read this, its not that we are having a major tiff or what, just a small obstacle that makes the r/s grow stronger, so dont worry for me if you are ok.hahahas.
2:23 AM
Sin Ee♥
TP htm
20th november 1990
nse22@hotmail.com
A singaporean! I really felt contented being born in singapore, sheltered from all the natural disasters
and famines.hahas.I cannot live without food and i live to eat(: I'm happy-go-lucky?i think so.hahas.I'm actually friendly although sometimes i dont feel like talking or smiling.I love shopping esp online!they really nice and cheaper then those found in shopping centres.yay.I hope i can grow taller and reach the height of 160cm.and hopefully slim down by 5kg.muahahas.I love those who have come into my life, thank you(:
Mywishes:
getting my camera.yay getting my holga!
fitness regime
learn diving
nice closet with nice clothes
visiting 7 wonders of the world with bffs when we turn old, with our wrinkles and crumpled skin!eew hahas
going on a vacation with love ones(:
